just venting

ok, so i finally start doing like proper style work, ie working for more then 30minutes in a row, and it was all going fabby.

But now ive hit a wall, i dont no where i want to go. My work seems to have gone in 2 directions, 2 directions that cant both work together, theres a word for that but i cant recall what it is.

And i dont no which one to go with, the one that is actually inspiring me, but is quite possibly shit. Or the one that is what i am meant to be doing, but that i am stuck with.

It was all going so well to i realized these things. And now im not sure what to do, hence why i am typing here. God i wish uni was like college.

I also really quite want to create something with the film, like an actual thing, like a sculpture or something, which is quite unlike me, but i had this image in my last sketch book, it was of a victorias secret angel, walking down the runway, and she had these wings made out of film, and i think id quite like to make something like that, but out of the film ive done stuff too, but then why? what would be the point of that?

See i quite like just looking at the film stock on the wall, so maybe it doesnt even matter what the film looks like when played, maybe it should be about the filmstock being the art.

And now ive just given myself another option. I hate options, stupid things.